April 2018

I feel like I say this in every single monthly, but wow this month has just flown by!

I don’t even know where to begin, April has been jam packed with a variation of everything I could think possible.

Uni has been getting me down, I just feel ready to be done with this year to be totally honest, I am really passionate about everything else in my life apart from uni at the moment haha. I know it’ll all pay off and help me with the direction I’m heading towards in my career so I just keep telling myself that. But with deadlines fast approaching, second year will be over before I know it – which can only be a good thing!

April has been a little bit of a head fuck (pardon my French). I feel like I spent this month having a constant battle with myself in my head, but I’m working on it, and I’m sure it will all get easier once deadlines are out of the way.

The month started with a sweet weekend with Max, making a Sunday roast, going to the cinema to watch Isle of Dogs (1 million percent recommend if you haven’t already seen it) and then going for cocktails with Amy, Travis and Chris at Slug & Lettuce.

Fast forward a few days to a boozy night with Amy & Trav at Dogbowl having a good old fashioned catch up!

(Spoiler alert: this month involves a lot of alcohol – as always!)

I spent a few days away with my family up in the Forest of Bowland, but I’ll skim over that as I will do a whole other blog post about that in a couple of weeks time.

Third term started back and boiiii is it intense, but I’ve already spoken a lot about uni, so moving swiftly on!

Amy put on another gig as Girl Boss (if you are Manchester based you should definitely check it out) and she smashed it as per usual, so awesome to see my best friend thriving in her career and living out her dreams!

I went to Leeds to see Alex, an old college friend, perform with his new band and he was so good – I felt like a proud mother hahaha. He created some visuals for it as well which is think is such a good idea, more people should do that for their gigs! It was so good to see him & Georgia too so that was a bonus.

The next couple of days were full on to say the least. The whole of Sunday was spent in the recording studios filming and recording a few tracks with The Bright Black for In Session, we are so proud of the outcome and I would really love it if you checked out our company and what we were getting up to! It was lovely to spend some time with the guys but to also do a full studio day which is something new for us as a company and great practice! We stopped midway through for some lunch and a beer which was a good way to wind down. After they’d gone we packed down and started prepping for the next day, which was on location at a beautiful independent coffee shop Espresso Corner, with fellow blogger (and also incredibly talented musician) Sara.

That was a totally different vibe to recording the full band in the studio, which was really interesting and a good challenge! The evening went by so fast, me and Sara had a good catch up, a quick stop off for food then on the train back to Manchester.

So there was like, a heatwave apparently, in Manchester for all of three days and it was freakin incredible! I went out bare legs, showing off all my bruises, sunglasses and crop topped and it was still unbearable (I am awful when it comes to the heat, get me some breeze though and we are all good). So yeah, the balcony has had a years worth of use in around 3 days after not being used for the whole of winter!

A few cocktails (again) with Amy, Trav, Sara, Grant, Chris and Max accidentally turned into a mini night out, but it felt good to let my hair down after long weeks at uni!

The Bright Black boys played a ma-hoooosive gig at the Academy, and it was so insane to watch! It was so nice to be out with such a big group of people all for one thing.

The next day we nursed the hangovers with a beaut Sunday lunch at Rain Bar (I honestly feel like I could have a whole section on reviewing the best Sunday lunches around Manchester haha), followed by a lazy afternoon in front of the TV.

A friend from home was touring with his band, so I couldn’t miss his Manchester show! It was a great night and I thought the band were insanely good!

I jumped on the train to Huddersfield to have a well-deserved time out! I spent a lot of my weekend cracking on with work but it felt good to be in a different environment.

Friday night was the last ever Hang The DJ, with some brilliant live music and a DJ set, accompanied with a great atmosphere it was a fab night, plus everyone else was sick apart from me so, small wins woo!

I didn’t take any photos of the night but I did wear my new purple flares so this seems to be the appropriate time to show them off:

We went to see Avengers and all I have to say is, you need to see it if you haven’t already.

A lazy Sunday strolling around Huddersfield’s Record Fair, Max picked up a Billy Ocean record that he’s been after for a while so it was a success, grabbing coffee and a catch up with Henry & Peter too made it the perfect Sunday to end this month!

Some favourites this April (soz, I totally forgot to do this last month, let’s just pretend that I did it yeah?):

Album / Playlist: So everyone else has been hating on it, but Sting and Shaggy’s 44/876 – what a musical combination!

Song: This is slowly becoming a section where I shout out pals music, so lets go with Midnight – The Bright Black

TV / Movie: A combination of the Netflix Original – Love, Hollyoaks who tackled a homeless storyline that I would recommend watching, The Lie Detective (great for binge watching), Jersey Shore: Family Vacation and of course the new Avengers!

Place: The Forest of Bowland, such a tranquil weekend away

Memory: 3 days of pure Summer heat and sunshine, engrained in my memory forever as we won’t get weather like this again for like another year probably

Accomplishment: Keeping on, keeping on, through some crappy mental health timezzz

Journaling Maddie x

November in photos

Max’s 21st in Manchester!

21st Birthday meal in Hudd

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Beetroot Latte at Evelyn’s Cafe

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Afflecks

Gasworks

confetti

Sly Antics

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markets

true love with Sara

cookie dough!

my beautiful shiny bujo

attempting to get a Christmas card photo!

M x

Halloween 2017

Halloween is potentially my favourite occasion of the year. I love Autumn fading into Winter, all the orange hues, the cold bite alongside beautiful sunshine. Pumpkins, dressing up, spooky decorations, eating too many fizzy sweets, apple bobbing & getting together with friends.

Last year I didn’t really celebrate due to having to travel back to Birmingham for an appointment so this year I wanted to make the most of being in Manchester with friends.

A small group of us had decided to grab some tickets for a “Girls on Film” night at the Deaf Institute, a night they hold weekly but this time it was Halloween themed. The criteria was seemingly simple; to dress up as a dead pop icon, so we spent weeks deciding on who we’d all go as & perfecting our looks. We honestly spent ages researching different people, I feel like I could’ve completed a uni essay on it hahaha.

After much deliberation, we finalised our decisions on the dead pop icons we would be embodying. Max & I went for a couples costume of Sid Vicous & Nancy Spundgen (my mother was so proud), Amy chose Amy Winehouse, Travis – George Michael & Sara as the old Taylor Swift!!

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Sid & Nancy

Nancy & Winehouse

Nancy & George


Nancy & Taylor

On a last minute whim on Monday night, we decided to organise a flat party for the following night with some uni friends. I love a good spontaneous plan but I kinda regret leaving it so late to because most of the Halloween decorations in Manchester had already been taken! We managed to pull together some lights, balloons, cups, straws & coasters but nothing to OTT unfortunately. We told people that dressing up was a must, but we had no intention of going as far out as a few nights before!! I went as a unicorn aka my spirit animal, Sara as a cat, Amy the devil, Trav a vampire, Aidan a lumberjack, Abbie a traveller, Lydia also as a cat & Patti (my personal favourite) as a mushroom (she hates Halloween and dressing up, can you tell?!)

The girls made “Spooky Juice” a concoction of Vodka, Smirnoff Ice & the blue Caribbean Twist, the hangover sure as hell was spooky after drinking this!

I hope everyone had a fabulously spooky halloween!

M x

October in photos

What a month it has been. Amongst the hectic vibes of starting second year of uni, I’ve somehow found time to see Max, get drunk, party and go to a couple gigs!

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September in photos

September has been fit to bursting: trips to Huddersfield, Birmingham, Manchester, had surgery, turned 22, enrolled on my second year of uni and got very, very drunk!!

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My birthday with Travis, Amy & Max

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My birthday with Max

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Sara, Lydia, Amy, Travis & Max

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Max

 

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Best balloon ever!!

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Birthday decorations

 

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Surprise!

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before the most amazing meal with my love

 

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how cute!!

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looking v impressed with it being my birthday haha

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most amazing glittery rainbow shoes I have ever laid eyes on

 

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reunited!!

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catch up with my bestie Erin!

 

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Max & Lady

 

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First trip out after surgery!

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Me and my sister after my surgery!

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Joe & Chris

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Castle Hill sunset

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beautiful evening (if only a little cold!)

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Happy new home!!

My beautiful nanny on her surprise 80th birthday meal!

My aunty has the cutest new kitten called Beauty! So affectionate and cuddly!

Happy birthday to you…

The Bright Black @ Band on the Wall

The Bright Black @ Band on the Wall

 

M x

August in photos – disposable edition

I took many many photos this month, certainly way too many to sift through to find my faves, so instead I got my disposable camera developed and decided to share the outcome!

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Travelling Maddie: Christchurch

Max and I finally got our well deserved week away not too long ago and I documented pretty much the whole thing. We had such a lovely time and I think documenting it to look over for years to come is such a sweet idea!!

Monday 17th July - 

Today is the day and after a great nights sleep we are ready and raring to get on the road! The car is all packed and we are making sure we have all the essentials before we head off, and figuring out the route as we are going via Luton (aka the long way) to drop Max's mom at the airport for her trip to Paris!

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We are finally here! It took longer than expected due to traffic on the motorway, but it wasn't too awful thankfully. All unpacked and about to go do a big food shop for the week. The caravan belongs to my grandparents, I have been visiting this site for the past 19 years with family so it is really lovely for Max and myself to have a week here alone too so he can enjoy it as much as we all have done!

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Food shop done and unloaded, we aren't wasting any time and are about to walk down to the beach, around a 15 minute walk from the caravan site. We have lovely sunshine and the idea of spending another 5 minutes indoors seems crazy!

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Dinner was a nice and simple one tonight – pasta bake! I made enough for tomorrow too, as we have planned a day trip to Brownsea Island as it looks like it will be our nicest day, and have to take a picnic.

 

Tuesday 18th July - 

We woke up relatively early considering how full on yesterday was. Showered, breakfast ate (croissants for me – it's a caravan tradition for me ever since I can remember, and Cheerios and toast for Max) and picnic packed up! Route all in on Google Maps and we are ready to head off on our little adventure.

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We parked up in the Sandbanks area and got on the short boat ride to Brownsea Island. Max felt a little sick but thankfully we were literally on it for about 10 minutes!

The weather is insane, 32 degrees and beautiful sunshine – definitely the perfect day for this trip!

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We walked around for around 2 hours, taking photos and soaking up some culture, before stopping to eat our picnic. The pasta bake was really yummy but Max had also made sandwiches which weren't as good, but I think they'd just gone a bit soggy in the bag haha. We carried on, walking down to the mini beach, which used to have a pottery kiln, and the remains were incredible! You walk down onto the beach and it is just scattered with thousands upon thousands of pieces of smashed pottery – it was such a strange thing to stumble across!

After 2 more hours it was time to go home, Max grabbed some fudge from the gift shop because what seaside trip is complete without fudge?!

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Before we know it we are on the boat, back at Sandbanks and still have an hour or so on our parking, so we headed to the beach and stopped off for some chips and coffee, before going to look at the boating harbour, taking more photos and heading off back to the caravan.

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We just got back – and the timing couldn't have been anymore perfect! 2 minutes after walking into the van, an almighty storm begun!! We're snuggled up in the cosy caravan and watching the storm unfold, it is crazy seeing the lightning illuminate the whole van.

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Once the storm passed, we went for a walk on the beach, we were the only ones there, as far as we could see along the coast, which isn't surprising after that storm. We didn't stay for too long as we could feel it was going to start again. Once again, perfect timing – we got back and the storm started again worse than before! We attempted to watch Love Island but the storm was too bad and the signal kept dropping, much to my dismay haha.

 

Wednesday 19th July - 

Today has been a super lazy day, so not much to report! We had a good lie in because the weather was pants, made fajitas (ultimate comfort food) then went to Castle Point shopping centre for a walk around to kill some time.

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Once the storms cleared, we went to the beach again for our evening walk. There were loads of boats on the sea so Max loved snapping some pics of them!

 

Thursday 20th July - 

Today we are going on another day trip, this time to Durdle Door, and in all of my years holidaying in Bournemouth, I have never visited Durdle, and it was Max's idea as he went as a child and loved it!

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I made us up a picnic again, this time we opted for rice and salad boxes, then packed the car up and we were on our way.

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Durdle Door is simply stunning.

I am so glad however that my crutches were in the car, because upon arrival not only did I step out the car and my knee popped out of place, but it is such a steep walk down to the door! We took our time but we made it in one piece. Stopping at several different points to take photos and soak it all in, we truly made a day out of it.

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When we got down to the beach we had a lay down in the sunshine to the sound of the waves crashing around us.

There were also lots of dogs, so, day automatically made!!!

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Once we were done at Durdle, we had the task of getting back up the hill, but again, we did it and arrived back at the car in one piece. We sat in the car and ate our lunch, then drove for 10 minutes and arrived at Lulworth Cove.

Although Lulworth Cove itself wasn't as impressive as Durdle Door, it was still a lovely place to sit and chill out. We grabbed some ice-cream & sorbet and enjoyed some more of the sunshine before getting back in the car to drive home.

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We missed out on our evening walk to the beach tonight, we got all ready to go then decided we didn't fancy the longer walk, so instead just went on a little wander around the caravan site. Was 100% worth it because we bumped into a dog, so beautiful, a deer hound / whippet mix!

Back to the caravan for dinner and an early night.

 

Friday 21st July - 

It. is. early. We did not want to get up but breakfast at The Noisy Lobster is calling our names!

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Breakfast was incredible and definitely worth getting up for! The weather is a bit pants again so I think we are gonna go for a nap and see what we are thinking afterwards what we plan to do with today!

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So we are up and lunch has been eaten! We have decided to get in the car and go explore Bournemouth for the afternoon.

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It started raining as soon as we arrived – typical! We went into the cathedral, then had a wander around some shops. I may have brought a new monthly planner…oops! Max got a record (John Mayer – Battle Studies, what an album!!) and we are now currently in Starbucks warming up over some hot coffee.

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We are having a bit of a film night, have just finished watching "Garden State" and are starting on "Pulp Fiction" before Love Island starts! A proper lazy evening fuelled by pizza and alcohol. 

 

Saturday 22nd July - 

Another major lie in today, I woke up feeling a little down but I think it's all this crappy weather!

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We finally got out and my mood finally lifted. Another trip to Castle Point was much needed and we had so much fun just going around shops, goofing around and enjoying each other's company. When we got home I made us lasagne for dinner, another ultimate comfort food, had a good long chat and such a laugh, I am so happy to be on holiday with my best friend and sad that it's almost over!

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We are off to the beeeeaaach!

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So, that was a bit of a nightmare haha! We decided to walk a different way home because we wanted to walk a little longer. This wouldn't have been too awful, however it suddenly went pitch black, a storm begun and we realised we were lost with no internet to navigate our way home. Max was a bit annoyed to begin with but we ended up having so much fun, trying to find our way back in the midst of a storm, jumping up and down in massive puddles trying to soak each other!

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When we finally found our way home I jumped straight in the shower – not that I needed to as the rain had done a fine job of doing it all for me! Then snuggled up in bed.

 

Sunday 23rd July –

It is 4:30am. I am not even joking. 

I had the bright idea last night to get up and watch the sunrise this morning over the beach, so that is exactly what we are going to do!

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That was stunning. It felt so liberating and as cliche and it sounds, I just felt so alive!! That is until we got home and crashed straight back out again hahaha. We just woke up and it's 10am, so still plenty of time left with this day.

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We have decided to walk up to Highcliffe Castle, the weather isn't amazing but the walk is lovely and it's the perfect excuse to get out again!

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So, we just arrived at the castle and there is a brass band playing! Max is grabbing himself a coffee and some cake, then we are going to sit outside and enjoy some live music. Max was saying we always seem to stumble across these things, and he's so right! Today was going to be lovely regardless, but it's those little surprises that make them even more special!

I can't believe tomorrow is our last day – this week has gone way too fast!

 

Monday 24th July - 

We are on our way home!

Today has been lovely, we packed up the car, cleaned then jumped straight into the car and off to enjoy the beach one last time.

We took some last photos, enjoyed some ice-cream and then got on the road ready for our long journey home, again via Luton!

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It has been a lovely break from everything and I am so glad I shared it all with Max, although this week wouldn't have been possible without the caravan, it also wouldn't have been possible without him driving us all over the place, and his great ideas for what to fill our days with. I will always treasure times like these, and I really hope we return next summer too. Our next holiday will be Christmas time, we have booked to go to Spain and I am really excited, but before then there are lots of other exciting things that we have planned and I feel so lucky to share all of these moments with Max, and to be able to document them makes them all the more special for me.

 

M x

 

 

August goals 

August is gonna be hella busy so my main goal for this month is to get organised! I've already started so I don't need to fret too much. I purchased a new planner (as if I actually even needed another one) as a form of motivation and it has definitely worked!

I have so much planned in my personal life so I think August will be a great opportunity to just have so much fun before things start getting hectic in September.

August for me is festivals, fun with friends, travelling and getting my life together a bit!

I have blabbed on for long enough – here are my August goals!

 

 

 

July in photos 

July has been a rather pleasant month! It has been really busy, and I decided to add to that factor by starting my online journal. I feel like I have accomplished many things in July, as well as tackling lows and highs, enjoying a well deserved break, having alone time and precious time spent with family and friends.

Pre-warning – this photo log is 90% holiday snaps!

 

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Me & Lyds at her graduation

 

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best graduation photo ever??

 

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Brownsea Island

 

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long doggo

 

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noisy lobster breakfast date

 

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Brownsea Island (I'm not the best at smiling haha)

 

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Starbucks date

 

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Brownsea Island

 

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my love

 

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beach walks

 

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Durdle Door

 

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we got up at 4am to watch the sunrise and it did not disappoint

 

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my beautiful sister at her graduation

 

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my pup

 

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curry night with the guys

 

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post curry night

 

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ferry to Brownsea!

 

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that view!

 

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what even is my boyfriend?

 

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chips and coffee stop at Sandbanks

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sunrise

 

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so so pretty

 

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is it really me if I don't have a trip to A&E?

 

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watching the sun change from my favourite spot in the apartment

 

M x

June in photos

June was a big old rollercoaster and I can’t remember anything that has happened to be truthful, currently praising past Maddie for documenting the month through photos!

Here goes…

 

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pre end of term gig with my faves

 

 

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one love manchester view

 

 

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One Love Manchester with Amy

 

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pre eot gig // amy

 

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pre eot gig // max

 

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cat cafe manchester

 

 

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ice cream date (the most amazing sorbet i’ve ever had) // afflecks

 

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sunshine in manchester

 

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anniversary meal on the balcony!

 

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end of term partaaaay // amy

 

 

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canal views // max

 

 

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cutest fluff at the cat cafe

 

 

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the next revolution

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cat cafe for our anniversary

 

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amazing sunset

 

 

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wine wine wine

 

 

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manchester day!

 

happy third anniversary bab

 

M x